

I Wish In the future...I Wish by ~xdysfunctionalityx
I wish to be accepted.
I wish to know how to love.
I wish to know how to live.
And I really, really want to trust people.
3/4/02


Don't Don't ignore me.Don't by ~xdysfunctionalityx
Don't walk away from me.
Don't try to change me,
and never, never leave me.
3/4/02


Forgotten What's happened to us?Forgotten by ~xdysfunctionalityx
You would think I'd know.
Separation, sadness, why?
You tell me.
My wounds refuse to heal,
just like certain disputes.
Some peopl refuse to put the past behind them,
but can you blame them?
It all depends on the situation.
Think about it.
I have thought about our disputes,
about this and that.
Have you thought about it?
It's hard to blame those people.
The people who don't put away the past.
I know people like that.
Do you?
Somtimes I admit to being like that,
but yet it pisses me off.
Because sometimes others' pasts involve you,
but they ignore the fact,
not giving a care about your feelings.
What


Broken I have just been broken,Broken by ~xdysfunctionalityx
you shattered my hopes and dreams.
What did I do to deserve this?
Please tell me.
You threw me into a hole of depression,
and kicked dirt of hopelessness in my face.
Once again, I ask you,
please tell me.
I'm insecure, scared, but do you care?
No, you don't.
In the end, everything falls apart,
but my case is different.
You rushed the process,
you confused reality with fantasy.
And look what happened,
what happened to me.
You may say that I'm not able,
not able to blame anyone.
Screw that, I blame you.
Yes, you.
For putting me down,
too much pressure to take.
Thoughts of failure are now sinking in
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DEBAUCHERY
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Wish in one hand, shit in the other. See which fills up faster.